I am seriously not okay with my body. I know most girls aren’t or at least have one thing they wish they could change. I guess it’s become a cliche and is almost expected for a girl to hate her body. A lot of my friends say I have an amazing figure that they wish they could have; small waist, big hips. So yeah I might have those things but I also have lumps and bumps that pretty much deform my curves. Bits of fat on my sides and my legs that ruin a body that I could be proud of. Not to meantion the rolls that occur on my stomach when I sit down. Just being able to feel them on me makes my skin crawl. I don’t know if my friends see the things I see or if they do but don’t say anything cause they are my friends or they just don’t see them as negative things. I guess I should be grateful as I used to be a lot bigger a couple of years ago but I can’t help but look at girls with perfect bodies and ask why? Why them and not me? I know we are supposed to love our bodies and I do try. I have my good days and my bad which is normal. But how are we sopposed to love our bodies if everywhere we look there is someone telling us exactly how we can change them.
If you’re a size 8 or a size 18 I’ll think you’re beautiful, it’s just me. On my body, I feel nothing will ever be right.